In middle school and high school I wanted so badly to be liked that I was never myself. In turn I could hear people call me annoying. I never wanted to be alone, so I had boyfriends. Unsure if I even liked them, even more unsure if they liked me.
As you grow older, you are taught that those those years of your life hardly matter. If only you could understand that then!
Looking back, I wish I had been myself more. Practicing not being yourself for so long you actually suppress who you are and lose your identity. Now you have to learn to let go.
How do you let go ? Good question.
I know I haven't let go because I've carried this weakness with me. Going through different groups of people, dating different men, liking what they like but subconsciously lost.
So, how do you let go? First thing is, finding yourself. Who are you ?
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